a little about me lately

Hi, my name is Lauren McRee, formerly known as Lauren Roget. I started this as a way to releive stress fr. my (@ times dramatic) life. I am currently another statistic in a growing number of people that are unemployed. I do have big plans for the future but @ the time being, I have no idea what they are. I would've never thought that @ the age of 23 I would be a married, unemployed, unfullfilled, college drop out but life is funny that way. I've dealt with alot of unfortunate events for someone my age and some of them are due to my own stupidity but I am continuosly learning more and more about myself everyday and why I made some of the decisions I've made and also why people who I foolishly thought cared about me, pushed me in directions that I never wanted to go. To those people, if you are reading this, you may or may not know who you are but if you do, I want you to know that I forgive you. And for those of you that I may have hurt in the past, I want to sincerely apologize for any wrong doing on my part. Whether or not you forgive me is up to you.